crying I'm not feelin good 2day, i feel like i always do somethin wrong. sad i'm a very confused person and idk if i should even be blaming myself. I don't even know if i'm single for God's sake. Was that a threat or did he dump me? I hope 2mrrw is a brighter day. emo He thinks i scream scream 2 much, but i think he tries to avoid answerin my questions. I'm stressed, i feel trapped. I hope that one day this ends, cause im sick of bein unhappy. Maybe i better off bein isolated, movin 2 a different country so there'd be no stress n judgements 4rm my family. Maybe i'm better off single. Maybe i should cease thinkin about that dream guy heart and that dream family. Maybe im better off bein selfish, and not helpin others but myself in order to progress. idea
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