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i don't know why i put up with this.
my "mom" treats me like a piece of s**t.
she started talking about my real parents like they were nothing to me.
just cause they gave me up and i dont know them dont mean anything

im really a lover not a fighter.
yeah i fight with people but i feel bad later.
right now i dont feel bad for anything i said to my adoptive mom.
she deserves everything i said to her.
but the worst part is, when i called her a
whore she was proud of it.

ive been crying so much because of her,
im surprised i still have some more tears
left to cry with. i dont know what to do. i might just not
talk to anyone in my family no more if thats what it takes.
ill talk to everyone else but not my family.
mabey my bro's once in a while and my aunts, uncles and grandparents.

i leanred when i was younger i got to chose the parents
in the orphanage. me and my older bro picked out our parents we have right now. wtf did we do.
we destroyed soem other family and
got this hell hole. why us. the only good things are
my friends and caleb.