I am on new medications that are specifically for my anxieties, OCD, PTSD, etc. (Etc because my psych mentions I have the implications of ADD but that's for another entry.)
I switched doctors because the ones I would go to before weren't of much help and I learned that those doctors were only there temporarily. The clinic is made up of many kinds of doctors that get their start there up until they get their own private practice.
Anyways,
I've been trying to get my money up just for the sake of having extra money and that's by working on freelance projects. (It's overwhelming for me but it's gonna be so ******** worth it.)
Times are a bit difficult but I am grateful for what I have, I am grateful for everything and everyone in my life. I'm grateful to just be here.
Right now I live in my own apartment alongside my younger brother (well not super young, the dude is like 23). I helped my older brother move in upstairs when he got kicked out by his in-laws (I think I mentioned something about him in my previous entry but he was also a part of the toxicity I had to deal with aside from my older sister).
I also helped my sister get a job with us. Like I didn't have to help my older siblings because of how shitty they can be but they're all we have as the closest family. We no longer have our parents and we must be there for each other. In fact I am still grieving/reeling over the passing of my mother and all of this is so bizarre.
Never in my life would I have pictured myself in my late 20's without parents. Life can suck like that but I've got to make the best of it even though there can be some ups and downs.
Until next time, I suppose. Right now I'm trying to be productive and update who knows who is reading this entry, lmao.
Making a list of s**t to do each day and such.
Any who, ciao!!
