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[032411-real life stuff] Nightmare |
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This was my first time that I remember my nightmare exactly with the conversation.
Everything was dark. There was no exit nor the entrance.
"Am I in this place again?" I murmured.
This place was different than the dream world.
"Where am I?" I sighed as I looked around, hoping to see the light.
"You cannot get away from my curse. No, You cannot get away from me. You still love me. No matter what you do. You love me! You cannot forget about me, because I made deep wound that can never fixed on your deepest heart and I locked your true-self deep in that heart. No one can open it. Since I have the key. No one can open your true heart and rescue your true-self. Not even powerful angel." The voice behind me said with his dark deep voice yet soft.
I turned to see who was talking to me with the familiar voice. The figure slowly walked towards to me. It was human figure. No, it was not a human. Brown curl hair with dark brown eyes. Age about 16.
I grabbed my head and tried to remember who he was. Matt Bengert, who lives in Kamloops, British Columbia. The one that hurt me and almost drag me to committed suicide from the roof at that night.
I crouched on the ground, still grabbing my head tightly. It was hurting me so much. I'm so sure that my angel removed the curse to me not long ago. But, why is that? Why his curse is not even disappear at all? Why is he appear suddenly in my dream again? I thought I forgot about him. I thought I erased him from my memory at the same time, my angel removed the curse. Is that because the boy is also powerful incubus? But still...Why?
"You, a little princess Black Rose Succubus locked up in your heart, know nothing. Nothing of the world outside that little heart. Do you really want me to get desperate? You must have been expecting something else. You can't trust your feelings. And why is that? Because you have never loved anyone and loved by anyone, except me! You are still love me and cannot accept other people to come to your heart!" The boy evilly laughed as he won the game.
"You're wrong." I mumbled as I was starting to run away from him.
"You shouldn't pay attention to your power that bring people despair. You Black Rose Succubus aren't even capable of loving others or loved by others!" He laughed evilly as he chased after me with his sword in his hand, trying to kill me in the dream.
"You're wrong! That can't be! There's no way that can be!" I yelled back at him as I ran away from him, holding my dark Victorian-princess-style dress. I loved my dream, because I got to wear dress like this.
The boy was keep chasing after me, swinging his sword, hoping me to die.
"Someone..." I breath heavily as I kept running, hoping to see the light. "Someone please help me!"
With that, the light appeared in front of me and the hands came out from the light and grabbed me, pulling me out of the darkness. The next thing, I opened my eyes again, I felt that I was in someone's arms tightly. I didn't see who saved me from that horrible place. But I saw the dark feathers from his back but in his white cloth. Must be fallen angel. I hugged my savior tightly. This warmth and this scent. There was no need me to looked up to see who saved me from that incubus. It was my angel. My lover. My prince. I felt safe when I'm in his arms in both real world and dream world.
I woke up from the dream. Yes, that was my nightmare which is having same pattern as my love always appear and rescue me after that boy bothers me like hell. My head hurts a lot since I remembered the one who I erased from my memory in my dream. That boy also have strong spiritual power, just like my lover. But I can sense that my lover has more power than his. My love is really powerful after all.
I have not much time left. So, my dear angelic prince, please come and save me from this incubus' curse. I will be waiting for only you in my locked heart, which doesn't have key. Please save me, my prince. save me from the curse. Help me...Please...I beg you...
 IxI Princess Sakura IxI · Thu Mar 24, 2011 @ 07:41am · 0 Comments |
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