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Im still alive. Somehow. Life goes on since my last entry, only 1 relationship since that didnt last. I just get by, running The Galbadia on Final Fantasy 14 with Michiru, going to the park on my days off, and being stressed at work. Honestly, lack of conpanionship may be why i get irritated easly. But im getting by. Not the most orious, but im still here, breathing, working, trying to get my own place. Funny thing is is i wasnt cheated on by my 1st, id probably have 2-5 mini me's running around with a mortage and a ring. Life can be cruel but something weird happened.

I joined a FF14 RP group 5 years ago, and Michiru was born. Happy go lucky, always smiling, someone that found joy in life despite not truley being happy herself, seeking to bring smiles to everyone around her. She became much more than a rp character to me. A role model, a character of my creation, the daughter i may never have. I have grown to adore a character that i made myself, and it actually helped push me to be a brighter person. Its funny, honestly.