…consuming silence… panicked breathing… running… echoing through the empty halls… rapidly approaching…
…a heavy door shuts… the girl painfully walks toward the center of the room and drops to her hands and knees…
…she breathes heavily as her tears stain the stone cold floor…
…she slowly raises her head directing her sight at the fool moon visible through the single window of the small chamber…
…her tears glisten in the moonlight…
…she clutches her heart as she grunts in pain, helplessly pulling and pushing herself toward the nearest wall…
…her heart and mind rushing with thoughts… both yelling, screaming, torturing her with the same chorus… failing in synchronization…
…
…w… what… have I done…
…I… I killed… it…
…murdered it…
…with a single blow…
…I doomed it… into oblivion…
…m... my truth… my life…
…my heart… my monarch…
…captured… gone…
…I… I trusted it… I believed it…
…I trusted him… with my heart…
…he kept it well…
…than… he cut it of…
…communication…
…my kingdom… without a monarch…
…chaos…
…every part… for itself…
…disaster… riot… rebellion…
…my kingdom…
…it suffered too much…
…I panicked…
…in search of the truth…
…a knife… to his throat…
…accused… questioned…
…for all he's not guilty of…
…never was… never will be…
…fought back… he did…
…smashed my insanity…
...wrong I was…
…lost my mind…
…forgiveness…I deserve not…
…than…he was gone…
…him…
…and my monarch…
…my kingdom…left to fall…
…hopeless…
…falling down… nothing to hold on to…
…it needs a monarch…
…I need a heart…
…nothing I can do…
…to get it back…
…gone… doomed…
…forever lost…
…with nothing left to hold to…
…believe in…
…to my Lord… my mighty God…
…I pray…
…save this kingdom…
…have mercy my Grace…
…till forgiveness or a monarch…
…saves this wretched place…
 damnedhellboundangel · Tue Feb 17, 2009 @ 04:42pm · 0 Comments |
