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I knew I should't have fallen for you...
I'm not good enough... And I knew that from the moment you said hello...
I'm not a great texter... I have trouble saying how I feel...
I'm not THERE...
We can't be that cute couple at the park teaching each other how to play basketball... Not yet...
I'm not enough for you... and I knew that... But I let you convince me you didn't care about any of that stuff...

I knew I wasn't ready... I wasn't ready for this... For you...
I wasn't ready for someone to steal my already torn heart...

I should have run... I should have pushed you away... I should have kept saying "maybe" instead of saying yes and making you commit to someone who can't satisfy you...

I shouldn't be crying over you... Especially when you don't know that you said anything wrong...

You should find a girl worth your time... Worth your phone calls and text messages that make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world... Find a girl who can match your level of romance...

Not a broken girl afraid of her feelings who's already fallen hard for you and can't find the words to say it over text... Not me....