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its been a while since i last entered something serious and sadly enough when i decide to finally start up again its a shitty start. as the title states love is bullshit. you find someone who ur attracted to for a multitude of reasons, looks, personality, mystery, what have you. then you toil and work for there affection. you endlessly try to please them to make them notice you and get them to see how great you can be. you poor your heart and then when the moment of truth comes up. the moment you finally get the courage to ask them out, you do... and get rejected for no reason! youve done everything for this person, you are closer to this person than even your family. youve sat with them alone in the dark holding each other for what seemed like forever and yet they turn you down without even a shred of compassion or consideration of your feelings on the matter... im writing this out of spite over a recent rejection but its really about something in my past that this recent occurence reminded me of. well peace and **** everyone, happy holidays, i guess