So, like, I have a song stuck in my head and it made me want to write out what's been up.
I've been doing the "inner turmoil" crap for a while. And I'm still a bit confused on where I stand on a lot of things, so, here's what I'm thinking about right now.
Jessica, obviously, was the light of my day. It was strange just how much I had been thinking about her over the past year, and it's still a little bit dazing. I found myself watching T.V, gorging myself on candy thinking about her, without really realizing it. Hence the stomach pains now. ( xD ) Oh god, the pictures. I found myself looking at her pictures as soon as I got on the computer. Her fun little smile that makes me smile myself. Wondrous. ( <3 )
It's also obvious that I'd be thinking about Amanda. It's amazing how little you can know about someone. She tried to guilt trip it and turn the tables so I was the bad guy, just for going on with life. It stung a little to have to hurt her, but she wanted me out of her life, and so I am. She tried to make it so I was completely at fault, and honestly, that will bug me until the day I die.
Other than that, I went to see Zombie Land yesterday with Rick. Thank god for rednecks. Honestly, best movie. Ever. Just... Damn. xDDD
Other than that, it was one of my favorite Halloweens ever. And one I won't forget anytime soon. So that was cool.
Erm... I think that's about all. I don't know if that was at all interesting but, yeah.
I totally wish I could sing.
 Mister Hart · Mon Nov 02, 2009 @ 02:13am · 0 Comments |
