-:Well of course I don't actually expect any one to actually ever read this but that is merely besides the point. But if that odd day comes to which one actually wishes to read the inane musings of .. well me.. I guess you should know a little about me right?
Well I am sixteen years old and am the eldest of three children, (the other two are my brothers coming in at the ages of fourteen and three). I live in a moderately 'bad' area of Sydney, Australia and am quite content to sit on my butt doing nothing but reading for hours on end. I love to talk, to write to read and to fight. Fight you may ask?
I mean this in the way of Medieval Re-enactment, I hobby I have just recently immersed myself in. It it completely barbaric, violent and cruel yet I enjoy it thoroughly. Infact I have just arrived back from a three day camp, were all I did for the long weekend was drink and fight. It was awesome.
I love astrology, and hate hypocrites though I tend to be a little hypocritical myself at times. Meh, I am a Leo leave me be.
As for the journal part of this entry I think at the moment my life is a hell hole. How you may ask? Well put it this way, some people would say what I have going for me is excellent, I attend a selective high school, I have a supportive family blah blah blah. But really that isn't what I want to hear.
What problem is, is as follows:
I have two girls in my life at the moment (yes I am also female if you have a problem with bisexual people a)GET OVER IT and b)You may wish to discontinue reading now.
Well yes anyway, there are these two girls. One is the girlfriend of one of my best friends and the other is a friend I catch the train with. The first I have known for 5 or so months after I got onto her whilst drunk at her Boyfriends party (my friend for those of you who are now lost) anyway since then we have hooked up a fair few times, sometimes whilst Simon (her bf) was there others whilst he wasn't. Anyway last Thursday I slept over at her house and things got a little out of hand and we ended up going slightly further than we had previously. We asked Simon's permission and all that so it was okay. But then I have to problem of even though I am not dating her she is really protective of me which doesn't help when I also got onto another girl.
Basically I am feeling reall depressed at the moment. I am being used for casual sex and then being used emotionally by girls who don't know how to deal with being bisexual. At sixteen I don't want to deal with this s**t.
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