Welcome back to another chapter of "Yo Tengo un Gato en mi Pantalones".
A lot has happened since i last made an entry. Parents fought and my mom moved out. My father has been looking to me for answers i didn't/don't know. And through all of this all i want is to find someone who i could love and embrace, and who could tell me everything is alright while i lay in her arms. After that day, going on 4 weeks ago now, my life and luck fell apart.
Up until now, i knew my father seemed distant to me and i believe i got this anti-social attitude from him. but now he is trying to make it all up and trying to share all his emotions with me, but i believe its too late for that. hell I've been emotionally distant from everyone from my life, now they just share everything with me. it feel extremely awkward to hear what everyone had to say.
If i didn't have 2 online friends that i talk to, friends from school or Rob, Jade and the Kev well then i don't think i would be typing this right now. Heather has been very nice (although she said recently that she would never love me) and has been lifting the mood by flirting with me and just listening. the other heather (heggs) has been their to listen to my many problems. people in school have been taking my mind off everything when I'm in school. Rod, Jade and The Kev have just been there for me.
So yea, life kinda sucks and is quite emotional lately. in school news though, I'm taking my final electrical classes and should be done with it in 3-4 weeks. i still need to make the project still (digital thermometer sent digitally to another location) but then i should be set for a job. i would still have class next quarter (portfolio) but could get a job and a new place to live.
D&D news. i hate Tyler as a DM. also we should make level 20 in the next session.
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