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Its late and dark im still awake
im sitting here alone,
my body may be tired but my eyes are opened
to know that i will live like this

Makes me depress and vulnerable
to beleive ive had everything
but it at the end
it was all fake
Still i beleive im not done

but if im destined to be alone
for the happyness of others
so be it, let it happen
i wonder is there someone

who is really waiting for me in my future
to accept how i am
to understand how i am
to beleive in me
to love me

to go to the end wit me
to love me for the way i am
not for what i do
problaly what i have now is
something from the moment
problaly no,but my mom said

"son nothing is forever
no one is forever
just a few people, are belssed
to love someone forever
and now i know

by the way yu looking at me
that yu are few of those
persons that keep their feelings
inside and i know too that
yu are blessed to love forever"

I walk alone in the rain
thinking what will happen?
if that person made for me
will last forever and if she really is for me
and is there somebody outhere
if yu hear my cry
and if is that yu
come to me cause yu love me
not because yu feel pity
or is your duty
come to me and show me
what true love is....