Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I really love a girl in rl and where close friends but she's having someone now and dont pays attention to me annymore.. and i can't look to them because there kissing and beeing loved all the time i just cant see it annymore.. i want to rip out that guys hearth just because he have her and i dont.. but i have to let her go but if i do i'm scared to lose her for ever damn i really mean this love hurts (in rl although) ''relationships'' on internet are way relaxer because you've just to type somthing and if its wrong you can correct it and when someone dump you you just think: so? there are plenty of others! but in rl you gonna think: damn i've screwd it up and you get sad and stuff.. btw i think my friends are finding out that i'm in love with her because there asking questions like: ey why do you dont have a gf? and stuff like that... it just all sucks..