Okay, well lately, me and my mom are on really BAD terms. I had prom yesterday, and god, I felt like it was the best day of my ******** life! But, one thing I didn't look forward to, was coming home. My mom, she treats me like I'm a five year old. Like I'm on my way to the bus for my first day of kindergarten. I know, that she protects me for my own good, but not to the point where I feel like a prisoner in my own house. I lock myself in my room, I listen to music to drown out the outside world. My mom, she seriously had thought of sending me to a school, where she'd only see me if I was behaving. But for my own safety, I'd never listen in that school of thats what "being good" meant...I know what you guys are thinking...That I'm just being whiney, cause my mom "doesn't understand me"...Alright for your information, I'm a grown 17 year old, about to be 18 in 8 months. I don't think I should be takeing orders from my mom like I did all my life. After all, she tells me things I don't think the "doctors" would say is healthy for a growing child to hear from a "loving" mother. She tells me I'm a dissapointment, a failure. If thats what she thinks I am, I'll leave her stunned in her tracks, words stuck in her throat making her feel like she has to vomit. I'll prove to her, that I can make something of my life. She may have given it to me, but I can twist it and turn it and end it any way I want to. I guess, maybe, I should just speak my mind to her? I've already tried that, it doesn't work. Therapy? Ha! What would they tell me? The same things I can hear from my friends at school? Why waste their time, and my money? Rant #2 will be continued tomorrow, cause now its "beddie-bye time"...Pfft... rolleyes Later.
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