Cut
slip slip
stab stab
i her theese words
in my sleep
my brother's a creep
as i weep
in fear to what i'll become
tommorrow they'll fear
to see me in there halls
& in there rooms
to see my wounds
& wonder why i cry
& instead i reply my mother's a witch
& instead of telling her so
i sit & stare
& have the nerve the itch
to find my knife &cut away
to lie
& to cry
in sorrows of hurting them all
off course i'll try to get off theese pills
but right now my main goal is to try and stay alive
my pain and sorrow has turned in to a black hive
i'll try to hide
& find a bette way
to live this life
sometimesit is just on big dark forest
nowhere to go
no one to let you in
one reason i cut
is so that i won' be the outcast
of this old twisted Roos-Eaton
so i silp silp & stab stab
wondering why am i so mad what did i do
why i am so ******** dumb
& somebidy is better off
without a girl tha just
complains about herself
& crys because she is so
far away from her the people
she truly loves & cares about
but for know she only
has her brother and sister
to care for now
even though she
crys & whines
about living
where she
lives
until she lives
and gets to where she
has ben wanting to
go for years & years
of her life
missing the smell of the sea
& sand between her toes
chasing her siblings on the beach
though her fantisey
can't come true for a few
more months she crys
& crys for not being there
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