I feel hurt everyday but I don't what to talk about it. I feel like I have fallen alway into a pitch black hole that no one knows about but......I'm just sitting in the darkness waiting for someone to pick me up. Take me alway form my sorrow but I know I have to keep on dreaming for that.
No one well do that.
No one undestand me.
no one even know I'm here!
My real friend doesn't seen to care about me much. They say they do but they hardy ask for me but more for my brother.
Am I that lame?
Am I just a shadow?
I feel alone in this world even they just get to friendly around with me. I don't like hugs and kisses. I don't like the word I love you. Even that all those thing never touch me.
Even in gaia, they do that to me alot. Words hurt and I'm alone here, there no one what to talk to me in the real/ non real world.
If you read this, just drop the act that you care of me. I know in my heart that you're just useing me. even in this space that we called sky, I can tell you don't care. I already know you guys keep on make me feel left out. cry just stop it.....
