"Crazy? No...I pray to the Gods not...
But...what if I am already crazy...and I just don't realize it...what then? What if...none of this is real...what if I am still lying in my bed, in my hometown...waiting for opportunity to carry me away?
No, this is all too real..or is it? Is my imagination so advanced that not only can I see the things around me, but I can also smell, touch, and hear everything that my mind has created?
Was...was he real? Was she real? Did she ever die? Did he ever kill her...
How can I know the truth?! Maybe...if I die too...slit my wrists...suffocate myself...maybe throw my self into a creek...and let myself drown...?
No....
...no....
I don't want to die like this....I don't want to die at all...
But...what if I am actually already dead...and what I am experiencing now is what some would call hell?
NO! This cannot be...his kiss, his touch...that fleeting moment of pure ecstacy...it was all real...all very real...I'll prove it too! I'll find him, and I'll tell him...all of them...exactly what is going on....in my head, and outside of it.
Everything will be known...and I will feel....pure bliss....
Yes....that is something to look forwards to, know isn't it?
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