The vacation is continuing to go and sadly, it's almost over. I wish I didn't have to go back to school because honestly...I'm just not feeling it anymore. I'm not enjoying playing the saxophone like I used to and it makes me think of all of those talks that Bishop and I have had over the years about doing something if you really want to do it. I guess I'm just seeing finally that I'm not cut out for music. I think I've finally decided that I'm just going to switch majors and get a Performance degree instead and finish within a year. Then maybe I'll go back to working at EB while giving private lessons. Either way, I think I'm kind of done with alot of this crap.
Right now I'm pretty...Meh. I don't know. It's like a mix of angst, realization and acceptence hitting all at once and it's got me wanting to just blow s**t up in Mechassault, but I can't right now.
Don't want vacation to end...Want to stay... cry
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