Alright, I want to join the Air Force super duper badly. So bad, I'll do just about anything to join
Unfortunately, I have to lose 80lbs to join. Very hard for me since I only gain and not lose it stressed By American Doctors' standards....I'm overweight.
Is my family supportive?? scream HELL NO!! they just sit on their lazy asses and make fun/crack jokes about my size and how fat I am stare then have the nerve to tell me that they do it out of love
scream Bitches!! thats not love thats cruel and unusual punishment!!!!!!!!!
On top of that, when my mom goes grocery shopping, does she buy the good food that everyone PLUS me can eat??......NO!! she buys lasagna(roadkill) because she knows I won't eat it....when she does this does she get me something else to eat when they eat roadkill??...yet again NO!! she goes "You'll eat what I fix or go hungry" or if I ask for her to get this or that ( because of teh South Beach Diet I'm starting to go on) so that I can eat without eating the bad s**t thats in all the food these days, and it's usually pretty cheap, under $3.00 for two of the items I usually ask for her answer yet again is NO!! because 'she can't afford them' even though the grocery cart is full of groceries that aren't a necessity for the family but for her because she "has to have something for lunch when she works other than pb&j sandwiches"
This whole family sucks a**, they don't respect me at all....there are days when I believe that my mom wishes I had been born a boy if not born at all. why? because she gets my little brother everything he wants when he wants it, but it's a crime for me to ask for one little thing.
I'm going to stop now before I throw something and get them yelling at me again. I can't wait until I can afford to move out, then they'll never see me again....EVER!!
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