my mood today is stressed confused scream mad emo
why do people feel that they know me? They dont know where i have been what i have gone through or what i am going through and if they judge me they will never know. People who think that i am the perfect child dont see through my mask there is nothing perfect about my life i always smile on the outside when I am really crying on the inside. I really hate some of the people in my life but I deal with it. No one will ever really know me not even my best friends not, even my parents or people at school. I have learned to stop showing my feelings on the outside no one really knows me I dont let them and they never will let me I am the only person that no one can figure out. My sister says that no one cares about how she feels or what she thinks. and because she thinks that, that is exactly what is going on. she says her life is hell that there is no reason worth living and what i want to do to her is just beat her up i dont want her to think that her life is hell when its not. her stepdad my father gives her whatever she wants when she askes for it but when i ask for some time for just me and him to be together she bitches rants and raves that hes never there for her that he doesnt care that he doesnt love her but he doesnt have to. he never had to but he did
this is just a look into my mind
 Aria awakend · Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 01:13am · 0 Comments |
