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CHAOS Warrior

There's a thread posted on Choas Matrix about the ways of a Chaos Warrior. Pretty much what you should do to prove that you are a true magus of CHAOS. In truth I think it's very limited to those of us that have the time or those of us that have that kind of experience. Even though most of it is basics I think the amount of sigils and servitors is kind of high for our beginning experience. Thus I'm going to re-write it in stages so that maybe we can step up to becoming the final product.

Stage 1

First of all things we must do is decide the tool. Albeit the knife or the computer (Yes magic these days uses the computer as well as many other electronic devices if we do choose so) we must decide if we want a traditional path or the new path. It is suggested that we start with the traditional path and initially work with the knife. The knife is used in many rituals as a wand but is still used with the basic idea of the cut or ability to kill an opponent. This subconciously affects the mind which in turn affects the direction of the ritual or spell. Of course with this stage being the beginning stage we must start upon the basics.
One Sigilization of any type.
One attempt at Gnosis (Not everyone gets it until something like the 5th or 6th decent attempt)
Meditation for 15 minutes (Basic psychic excercises*)

*Count backwards from 10 but in between each number focus on regulating your breath and the next number. When we reach zero the body will feel under control. Thus setting up for psychic excercise.

Stage 2

Now after about a week or two we are ready to progress to Stage 2 because eventually our curiosity gets the best of us and we wonder about the next stage and what would in stage 1 could prepare us for this second stage. The only thing that changes is the workload of the basics you attempt hoping to one day be perfect in their creation. Also we may attempt a new tool - The Computer. I'm not going to get into specifics about the computer but the reason why it is a tool. The computer can create any situation that's required for a ritual. It can even be used to modify what we do with our rituals to make them more effective and efficient.
One Sigilization of any type
Gnosis
Meditation for 30 minutes

Stage 3

After one month of experimentation and finalization and decision upon a tool we are ready to truly become warrior magus for CHAOS. The biggest point here to experiment. The point of CHAOS is to make these things work for you. Some may be asking "Well if you worship CHAOS then why is this so organized?" The fact of the matter is that after everyday of doing this stuff you slowly start to go slightly crazy. Forgetting a sigil is hard for some but once you've made 50 you've no clue what you're doing! It works out in the end. Balance states that CHAOS cannot survive without Order and vice versa. When one shakes the balance the other comes out and rapes it until everything is back to normal.
Sigilization x2 (One of any type and one focused to a target)
Gnosis with sigilization
Meditation for 1 hour
Attack an idea (Using your tool either write and send mean e-mails to everyone on your friends list or place a picture up and act like you're stabbing the target. Say for instance the American government or more specifically the president Mr. Bush. Place his picture on the wall and focus all of your negative energy towards it while saying extremely mean things and act like you're stabbing it. If using a computer get creative. Make a flash movie or write mean blogs.)

The only thing after Stage 3 is increasing what you're doing on a daily basis. Instead of Sigils in your diet try one day doing a Godform or making an Egregore survive long enough to become such. Create an army of Servitors... Make a Shoggoth. Also research all of your rituals and further workings that improve your ability as a Magus in general. If 1 out of 8 of your rituals fail and 7 out of 8 of your divinations succeed... then you are by far an accomplished Magus.