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This is just a bit of ranting from me. Why are my actions always questioned. my heart always broken. why is it that when i face reality its not real at all. All the world i see around me is hooked on is illusions. Im just your normal avarage girl and yet it is not right or good enough. to do what i do .. see what i see.. all i want to be is me. yet i am not an illusion. so i fade away into the person they want me to be. here i am me .. i am real .. more alive than anyplace else.. so queastion me if you want and youll get the answer everyone else did..
I am who i am because i choose to be not because i HAVE to be.
I am real.
I am here.
And I will not change.