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why filthy notes for frozen hearts..... ?
well... i like the song... and.... the word filthy @.@
but why frozen hearts?
well... its a strange feeling when your heart dies... maybe its like freezing

i never wanted that to happen... really... im just a victim, but well... who cares xD
lately i talked to an old friend... he couldnt believe how i chanced....
told me about a fire in my eyes, years ago (well not even 2 << wink
he talked about someone... happy, cheerful, full of joy... it sounded to me, like he was talking about a different person...

so... when the one you love... and you love him really, deeply from the bottom of your heart and he fools you, tears your heart out of your chest and you find out that evreything he told you the second half of your relationship was a lie
and then the next one comes... giving you hope, helping you... and then leaving you without a word... someone you trusted....
after that... you feel that your heart stops beating and your soul is bleeding...
and then... you can feel the cold... everywhere you go, something is missing, but you dont know what!
everywhere you are you are freezing... and that is the time.. when you notice that your heart is frozen...