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Wow it's weird how everything happens at once around here. I went to one of my school dances a week or two ago and I ran into a certain someone. It was my ex-boyfriend Kody. He moved to Redding shortly after he dumped me and broke my heart. I never stoped loving him you could even ask the people closest to me.

So I walked out of the dance and I was standing there hanging out with him his brother and our friend Nick. I started to remind him of the times we shared like rainy days and starbucks. Him and I decided to take a walk and he couldn't stop saying how much he missed me. I almost wanted to cry I was so happy he came back but the dance ended and I had to go so he gave me his braclet and armband and told me to never let go... and I didn't. the next night him his brother nick and tony all snuck over to my house so Kody could see me. When I woke up the next morning I thought it was all a dream but I guess not.

I talked with him briefly and theres a lot going on in his life his cousin was murderd hes grounded and he's trying to get rid of his girlfriend...yes I said it girlfriend. His girlfriend is supposedly psycho and would most likely commit suiside if he left her and he can't get rid ofher till she does something stupid which shes been trying real careful not to do. Its hard to trust him and I can't yet but Someday I will just not now.

All the other things that have been going on are stupid speech and debate competitions and losing faith in this CATAPULT program I'm in. Its really hardto stay focused with all this stuff going on in school. Like today i have to take my drivers ed final and 1/3 of everyone who takes it passes, that means 2/3 fail! oh not to mention some guy thinking I'm gonna have sex with him...WHATEVER!!! I have way stronger morals than that. Time to stay strong.....