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i hate the way you...

I hate the way you annoy me
I hate the way you continually make me miserable
I hate the way you always make fun of me
I hate the way you make me feel

I hate the way you make me laugh, even when im mad at you
I hate the way you can make me happy when im sad
I hate it that you wont talk to me anymore
I hate it when you'r mad.
I hate the way you stuck by me in my hardest times,
just to make me feel bad later.

I hate the fact that we've separated,
I hate the fact that you don't tell me anything anymore.
but mostly..

I hate the fact that you'r my sister, and we dont get along..
I hate the fact that you don't want to do anything but annoy me anymore.
I hate the fact that i feel distant from you.


i wish you could just stop annoying me, and be like you were in bridgeport...
like you actually cared, like we needed eachother, you were the only person i had left there that cared.you helped protect me, and i tried to help you. but always seem like you know what your doing, like you knew everything to do...it was perfect, like a play.all you did was wait for the cue.

then that all stopped when we came back here, i don't know why...but i miss the old you.

~Becca~