Well guys I bet you can guess... My granddad died tonight.. I feel numb
Was at Pauls when mom told me.. Paul told me to let it all out and cry.. I couldn't. I want to.. But i'm too numb.. Happens when I find out about everyones death.. I can't cry.. I get too numbed. Until the funeral when I break down..
That was all except Paul Moore. He was a brother to me.. I was the first baby he'd known.. Was at the hospital when I were born.. Still have the birthday tape with my name on it he gave me.. Listen to it every birthday.. All the teddies I got from him.. Little Paul the dog I still sleep with.. He comforts me when scared or upset.. cuddling him now..
[Nympho] Whore · Thu Jan 11, 2007 @ 11:12pm · 0 Comments |