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So the last two days have been fun and murder in many respects because of the band trip around a good chunk of the state and my performing 5 times in the past two days. Not to mention the concert tomorrow night/tonight. I didn't need to start taking slack from people when I got home, but I did.

It's funny how it works like that and all, but whatever. I'm sure on some cosmic leve lof my joke of an existence I had it coming. It still irks me that I honestly tried to simply be honest and in the end I get crap for it.

So tired...So angsty...I need to just get some kind of change in my life or something so I can just stop being me for once. I'm tired of this hurting people bullshit I seem to do when I try to make people happy.

So tired...So very tired...