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I am a dreamer. I am lost in the hallways of my imagination alone. For no one can join me in my mind. Perhaps...this is a good thing? For my mind is my domain, the only place where I have the absolute say. How powerless would one feel if another took control of one's mind. Crushed. The private dreams hidden from even yourself are suddenly someone elses.

But it's also...so lonely.... to be just yourself. To know that no matter what happens, it's only you. It is a fundamental truth, that we are meant to be alone. Our inner sanctum, the realms we create. Only ours, always alone. If we could touch, reach across the gap and connect for even the briefest of moments. Would that put ease in our hearts? Would it stop the ache of lonelyness? Or would we reject it? Would the intimacy be too much for us?

I think...I think I wouldn't mind someone brushing my worlds. I wouldn't mind if they could just be there, with me in my mind for a moment. But I do not think I could stand forever. I'm too used to being alone.