It's been 4 weeks since I have been gone from my old school, and 1 month since my friend left that same school. Her and me were chatting, when she asked me the hardest question she has ever asked me. She asked me what did I think of her when I first got to know her. I didn't know how to answer, I was completely blown away by that question. I liked her, but at the time when I got to know her a little better I found out that she had a boy friend. Then later they broke up. I was kinda confused because I thought that she had 2 boyfriends. She told me that she had only though. Anyway, I didn't know how to answer her because I was so open to her and didn't want to give the wrong answer...even though there isn't really a right or wrong answer. I had a crush on this other girl before, and when I found out that she had become a lesbian, it crushed my heart. There was so much that I left unsaid when I left my first school (which was where I met her). I think that I'm over her now...I think. It still gets to me when I think about it. Well, I still haven't answered my other friend's question til this day. I hope I will be able to find out what the answer is but until then, I will just have to wait.
The worst pain you can have...
Comes from a broken heart.
Have a Happy Valentine's Day, or not...
The choice is yours.
 Tsuxiau · Mon Feb 14, 2005 @ 10:24pm · 1 Comments |
