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MOUHA!!! xd

Anyway... I give up on that "I'm not updating till people comment" thingo... no one commented anyway xp

(Cat.. this is payback for all the mean stuff you said about ME in your journal) (By the way... the rest of this entry is just me ranting about my life.. so if you don't want to read it.. don't)
I never realised how sad Cat's journal can make me. I was in SUCH a good mood tonight, (because I got my hat, and I lots of lollies, and I'm still celebrating my inventory, and I found some pants that made me look skinny.. SKINNY!) but then I read her journal... and it almost had me crying... ME!... I HAVEN'T CRIED IN..... 4 YEARS! Four years! Not since Mum told us we were moving to Australia.
And... and... Cat's being a bum.. turning everything I do into something bad... and she ALWAYS manages to find something to tease me about... isn't it great!? I think she still strongly dislikes me.... wait.. change that... after reading her journal.. I KNOW she strongly dislikes me.... but it's all good.. because now she's got something to cry and beg for sympathy about, and as long as I know that I still have friends that WON'T yell at me every five minutes, I'm good.

Over the weekend, I realised two things... one, that Cat'll strongly dislike me whatever I do, so there's really no point in trying to make it better, and two, that I'm above her.. because, although we have almost the same amount of problems in our lives (ok, ok, maybe she has slightly more than me.. but Zeph tops us all.. and no one can dispute that), she whines and moans and complains about it until someone cares and hugs her, and gives her what she wants. But do you see me complaining 24/7 (yes, i know I do complain occasionally, but not as much as cat) about my life, and about how people strongly dislike me, and my best friend is currently out to get me, and is trying to make my other friends realise that I'm not the happy-go-lucky person I try/pretend (the second one's probably more accurate, but if you want to think that I actually am happy, go for the first one) to be?

I even thought about going to LI about it, and asking them what to do about Cat, and her "Dragon strongly dislikes me and thinks I'm ditching her, even though she does care, but I'm not willing to see it" But then I realised that they wouldn't be much help, and I'm gonna have to sort this out by myself. But I've tried, and failed, and when I tried to be reasonable she told me to shut up... so this'll be the last thing you'll hear about my problems with cat in my journal. I'll go back to being happy tomorrow.. I promise 3nodding

Oh, and for the people that know what I'm on about... I wrote TEN poems today... TEN! It's like... a new record.. my last best was.. I think... seven... and that was at christmas in '04, I think, when Oriel sent me a present, via Robin, and mum and dad completely blew it. They took him (robin) into their bedroom and fully yelled for about 2 hours. You could hear them yelling from the other side of the house, which, if you've seen my house.. would have to be really quite loud. With the doors closed.

But oh well.. if people want to strongly dislike me... people can strongly dislike me. I'll go back to eating potato from a straw. (What? It's fun! xd )

G'NIGHT EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! xd

Aisu - Is that better now? xp

..... *sobs* I give up... NO ONE READS JOURNALS ANYMORE!!!!! gonk