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Even i was once bullied for being a prep

Why do you look down on me?
Am i really that bad?
I'm a nice guy if you would just bother to look me in the eye
or are you afraid?
afraid that if you do that you'll see something human?
something that you may like?
i hate you for what you've done
i hate you for everything you've said i am
then there are those who don't even know me
i asked you out once but you just starred at me like i was something else
when i came up to you you looked away it wasin't that obvious but our eyes never met
now every time i pass a girl they look at me with discust because of what you said
then there is the bully who is fine with everyone else but me you insist to pick on me because i'm diffrrent because i'm me
but not even you look me in the eye
you punch me then look down on me in discust.
i have four friends the only people who will talk to me
two are drugy's pot smokers they always smell of that s**t
then there's one who is a voice of reason
he'll fight for you but he'll also fight against you
Then there's my closest friend you always lead me the right way but you'd turn me down if you knew my seacret only one of them knows and he's to stoned have the time to say anything useful
so if you judge someone because of what someone else says your no better than any prep in the world