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well I've been thinking again and I might as well just let this out.. What happened a few years ago the summer of 2003. I remember that day like it was yesterday, being at my best friends house... waking up to begin the day at a good start, but then soon discovering that something was wrong with my best friend.. She didn't say anything to me and it bothered me that the fact I was her best friend, and for once in her life she was afraid to tell me what was bothering her.. So I went the whole day wondering what was wrong... What upset me worse is that she told her other friends but didn't say anything to me. Then when her parents got home thats when it all happened the night I would never forget. I had to ask her step father what was and he said that my brother in law angel had malested nikki.. I was shocked and upset with him for do such thing, yes thats right I took the side of my best friend and I had a good reason to. I never liked my brother in law, and now that my sister isn't with him I never will. The night went on and it got worse because I believed that night would be the last night I would ever get to see nikki and my other friends. I was ripped away from her by my own parents, and was forced to go to my grandmas with them where they talked the whole way about how angel couldn't have done something like that, and also acting as if I was the enemy, and tearing me apart. I knew deep down in my heart that angel was deffinetly not incent
but took my parents a little while to realize and believe that was a chance he could have done that to nikki. So a little while I suffered, and wrote poems about how I missed her, and about how depressed I was. I stayed up in my room shielding myself from the world around me, and from my 8 nieces and nephews. It took me a couple years ago to realize that was something else in my life that was important, and so I gave myself a fresh start, and hve something that is even more important then what I had... OOO and me and nikki did get to talk to eachother again, but after awhile that friendship we had was starting to fade, and that girl that I once knew was starting to vanish, and become a stranger to me... Yea we do e-mail each other every once in awhile... So yea this is it thats the whole thing....