well im back at home now..again..alone. Feeling horribly deppressed. You know, i never win anything..?
apparently i suck at both writing and art! the things that make up my life!! (actually im vastly over reacting)
I didn't get a bar award for art and i didn't get into the english writing extension at the beginning of the year so i couldn't win an award for that either...THEY GOT THEIR WORKS PUBLISHED!!! ONE OF MY LIFE'S DREAMS!?!?!...
ok im going to go crawl into a hole and cry.. crying
(i know im overreacting, but i just feel like maybe i'm not good enough to be an artist OR a writer, or both..? yes, even though my class loves my drawings of amy lee and stuff.. but really it's the teachers that matter more to me, i look up to my art teacher!! i love my hobbies so much i honestly think i would go crazier if i was without them... i feel unappreciated right now..) talk2hand ninja
 ShadowMoonShine · Tue Dec 12, 2006 @ 04:08am · 0 Comments |
