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I had some stupid girlscout thing ot go to today. I didn't even get to sit with my troup. Whatever- they scare me anyway. One calls me "little bean"- she's pretty ince. One is like, a whore... and one is on permanent PMS. Her moods change drastically. Sounds like someone else I know. They really shouldn't hook up. That would be scary. rolleyes

I also had to miss out on going to someone's house today because of the stupid thing. I'm pretty annoyed, since I dind't even have a good time. They gave us a salad and a really good rol lhting for food. the lady just talke the whole time about nutrition. How stupid? Why did I even bother? My mom made me "get involved." Last time I listen to her. Whenever she tels me ot get involved it's in something boring. And I miss somehting fun. rolleyes

I was mixing some clay to make brown not too long ago. My hands are all greasy. It's pretty gross. xd Eh... It's for a biology project... I finished the picture, but 'm in charge of clay. and wire. I might want to ask my dad for some. xd Well, I'll ask ihm some time in the after noon. I hope he's still in a good mood by then. neutral

Monday is the showcase for large group speech. Last time i'm performing on stage for awhile, if ever. Acting's not really my hting. I guess I prefer tech. I'm not a very good actor, so I'll stick with somehting I know. Not that I know much about sound... I can't very well be head if I don't fully understand how the soundboard works, and you odn't really need a sound crew. So I'll just, ya know, hope someone teaches me eventually. Maybe I should get on Jeff's case about that. Or not. Really on point- especially if he's in the show. neutral Most likely, he'll be in the musical. He's a really good singer. Meaning he prolly won't sound head for that. *shrugs* Whatever, either way i'm going to still help out with set. I'm one of the 5 or so that actually know how to paint. Kim just... doesn't. neutral and people never wash out their brushes. I swear people say they do but they do a crappy job. how annoying.

My fingers are sticking together because of the clay, so it's making this really hard to type. How annoying. That must be my new saying.

I've made it my goal not to talk about ymself so much when I'm tlaking to other people, and stop quoting from plays or referenceing back or anyhting. I mean, it's probably getting annoying. Abby rolls her eyes whenever I reference to Reluctant Prophets during biology. But reall,y what else is there to say? Plays are good for quotes and inspiration. Se wouldn't really understand that though... she doens't get really involved with drama.

In my journal, though, I'll talk about myself. I mean, it's my journal. i'll need to vent somewhere. But I don't need to drag other poeple down with my problems. It makes me feel bad and not self-reliable. So yeah. I hope this'll stop bugigng people. ^_^ If people cared, they'd read my journal. *shrugs*

I'm sure you odn't want another journal entry like my last. I promise not to complain about V-day as it comes up. You got a full dose of that lat entry. So I guess that really sums everything up.

Later, y0.

Love,
Alex