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crying I am soooooo hormonal, and this day waz so funcking screwed up. DX What am I doing??!!?? My mom's a recovering additct (crack, heroin, etc.) and she goes to mettings so she doesn't use anymore. So, I've never mentioned him, cuz he moved to a school close to mine, but his name's Caleb. He's blonde, cute, and athletic. Anywho, My mom and I met his dad at the meetings, and my mom met him before, so he comes up to me and says Caleb said hi. I shrug it off; cuz, ok, hey, I know his dad now. ((His parents are divorced.)) And then me and my mom go out to eat wit everyone, and we get home.. and I start crying in my room. I relize how much I miss Caleb, my most extreme crush, and how much I've had to just suddenly move on. Last year luckily I was in his class, and then this year I just suddenly find out he moved and still lives here; just goes to a dif. school!! And I'm just in my room, listening to the sound track of Shrek (yup, I know... but it has good love music), and jus cryin' away. I'm so hormonal, and missing him... relizing that I've become so much more beautiful, and that we might of had a chance. I just wanted to sit in my room forever; rocking and crying; just staying there forever. And to make things worse, meh mum's depressed again, and I'm all hormonal, and my dad's worried 'bout mum... and OMFG!!! I'm ssssoooooo screwed up...... crying gonk
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