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Okay .. this isnt my usual journal entry.. Ive been thinking alot of what i like to do and wish i could do .. I have a few friends on here very dear and special to me ... you guys know who you are.. Girl and Guys both.. true friends have my heart and soul with them.. a speical friend was lost.. im sad to say i didnt get to say how much i treasured our friendship.. i left a poem on a special thread when i found out.. now this has made me question my own mortality and dreams.. the end would be sweet release for me if i have the knowledge that ive done at least one thing good.. My niece is that one thing good.. i love her.. she is innocent.. she is good and pure.. the smile of my friends is another good thing.. i dont do it just to do it dont think that.. i do it becasue .. i love you all .. i never want to let you hurt... now i will end this by saying..Love has many forms.. the most precious true friendship is one of them.. You have my love if you are wise enough to know it and feel it .. My life is my world.. yes My world because i decide who is in it and who is not ... I love you all . if i die with you knowing this is true.. then i truely have accomplished something..
Maziri aka Zirina