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Yeah, I remember someone once telling me that there are other people who've had it worse then me. And I wonder who that someone could be, huh? Jeeze, all I see here is a Highschool girl depressed because she can't find a boy friend. Wow, that's real depressing, go ahead, kill yourself cuz you don't have a GUY to support you. That's the statement of a real coward, good luck with that.

look I'm just blowing off steam I'm kinda in a bad mood I wolk up in a bad mood again oh and I have finals to worry out a prenvical I wont be able to take and another year of high school I'm gonna have to do again thanks to my Dumb a** teacher who can't teach his way out of a paper bag so if you wanna be a total b***h to me ya.. But Nick there is people who have it a hell of alot wrose then you and I know a guy who has it way wrose then you and he's mean to me Always but Want to know something I'm nice to him weather he likes it or not I'm not gonna go down to your or his level of thinking. Infact I tryed to warn you about a few things about what your doing right now.. But nobody seems to listion.. So I'm just not gonna help people anymore.. my counsalor Said I did help a girl who had it a hell of alot wrose then you. and she's my friend still wan't to know how I helped her I told her to stand up for herself her parents were doing mental abuse too her and want to know somehing its her mom compleat fault well her parents.. they pay no attion to her what so ever and she has 2 siblings 2, 4 years apart from her and they get attion whenever the family go's out she left behind, She gets the same lunch everyday which isn't healthly at all. She wasn't aloud to eat dinner with the family, and only aloud to do her homework for 1 hour and she had to have it all done before 6 Pm and then go to bed when her 2 siblings got to go to bed at 10 pm. I don't find that fair do you and she may not get hit but mental can be wrose then phsycal at times.. oh and she's been hit before she's been through alot. And I helped her.. I'm just kinda sad that I wasn't able to help you maybe if you didn't have compleat utter morons in the white house and a better schooling system and kids who think that they should be aloud to kill others because there racist or sexist I be able to help you. But I can't So I'm sorry of what you think of me is bad but I just Give I give and I give and all I get is Bs about me people being jerks to me a stalker and more people hateing me.. So I'm way down in the Dumps As I said I have Finals my wallet was stolen. God I can't wait till I'm 19 I can move out of this God foreshaken town.. I bet at some point you thought That people in Canada had it better in some ways ya but No we don't we don't have it better in fact I'm torminted everyday I don't wan't to go to school because I'm afraid that someday somebody may take more then a rummer serious and actshly go threw and hurt me. and all I do is help I'm The Good Kid I don't do Drugs.. I may have a small Buzz once in every 6 mounths but I help people.. and all I get is BS BS BS BS. and Somebody Calling me TRASh because I was just trying to warn them. All I can say is I'm trying to be a friend and I can't take it anymore.. So I quite.. I'm not Going to be a friend. Oh and I don't go out. Infact my parents don't care if I'm out for a full night because I have no baisc Curfue.. I'm only looking forword to this summer where I can leave this crap land for 2 days and stay with my family.