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Dear Journal ;p~Nightmare~
my eyes are full of tears ,my face drippingwet covered with tears that i had shed....couse of this nightmare i've had . . . . . . .i've died, became one with the spirits, floating, going through buildings not feeling anything.My body faded white, as i fly away searching and searching looking at the world i use to live in i land on the ground walking amongs the living, i see a bunch of peoples i go through them getting at the center thinking to myself whats going on......i stop in front of me lays a body covered by aheet stained with blood, i kneel down uncovered the sheet there the body laying on the ground its expressionit had was terrifying. . . . . it was me. as i looked at my self dead on the ground Suddenlly i look around trying to find, henry, i fly upwards getting a good view from down below, looking downlooking down to the right and to the left, THERE!!!!, i fly down were i've spotted Henry, i fly fast getting closer to you, i've forgotten that i was a spirit, i flew through you, i look back you didnt notice, of course not im just a spirit was my thought. You walk pass by the crowed didnt even noticedkept on walking, and waking away from mt dead body. i looked at you, following to the location you were headed. i place my hands on my chest were my heart would be if i was alive. i felt no pain but i knew i was in pain. As i kept fallowing you, You took a turn i following and there, i stopped On your arms was someone holding you keeping you company, the spot were i used to be when alive. i couldnt bare to look no more, i flew and flew higher and higher were the stars would shine bright in the shy. My spirit started fadding my soul was breaking as i floated in space i thoughr to my self, if i were alive my heart would be breaking in to pieces, i tried to smile and said "im glad im dead, i dont want to feel pain" i close my eyes and dissapeared into space. . . . .
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