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Elusive L( )^ e up and then down and then up and then down.....and then up again, really high up, and you finally feel happy, and then you realize that the whole time you've had your face shoved in the mud anyway, that you're still down. That it has escaped your grasp yet again, and you feel the hole in the pit of your stomach growing stronger. And nobody knows what the hell I am talking about, do you? That's probably for the better anyway....at least I know what I am talking about.

Posted by: the silver fire Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 12:58am

I'm a girl, in real life, my avi is just.....confused. sweatdrop

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Commented on: Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 12:45pm


	Well that like you may be happyon the outside but on the inside your depressed???? Is that it??? I have no clue damn it make more sense! scream

Commented on: Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 09:47pm


	Oh, Bram, I luv ya for tryin' to understand, but some things are better kept un-understood anyway. I didn't really mean for anyone to understand it, anyway. I just....was upset and I was rambling. It's fine, don't worry!!

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Commented on: Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 04:52am


	yeah, i kinda got the feeling i know what your talkin about... and i hate it so much. to be betrayed when you put your trust in someone, and they shove your face into the ground like you never really mattered.

Commented on: Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 05:10am


	yeah, exactly. You let yourself go, and then they just don't realize how much they can hurt you when you haven't got your protection up.

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Commented on: Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 01:53pm


	I hate it when I cant understand what the hell you mean... Just cuz im stopid dosn't mean I have to be left out all the time!!!!! scream scream scream scream scream

Commented on: Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 07:19pm


	you're not stupid, Bram! I'm not trying to leave you out. I didn't expect ANYONE to have a clue what I was talking about. Basinah surprised me, actually, by having an idea of what I was saying.....I don't expect you to know. It's really seriously okay, Bram, so don't worry! Some things are better left lost in translation.

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