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it seems as if everyone is being torn from me. everyone goes away in the end. i cant trust anyone because when you do they leave you or hurt you. they say people walk in and out of your life.... well, people walk out of my life more then they walk in. the people who should be there for me arent. when i feel lousy, when i feel down right awful i dont have anyone that will give me a hug. i dont have anyone i can call up to talk to. i have friends that i know through the internet but i cant talk to them anytime i like. i have to wait for a reply from an e-mail, from a pm or i have to wait for them to get onto aim. i may know them well, but i dont know them face to face. the only person i really have....is me.