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Okay... everything seems fine and dandy in my area.
There's no more recent fights... my old friend that I thought have left me, magically became .. well a friend to me again...

As for that guy that I recently had a fight...
We're still not close, and I intent to keep it that way.
There is many reasons why I want to keep it that way, but before that. Let me update you on what happened to him, and how I see it.

After that paticular fight, me and him ain't speaking anymore.
Thus he's now all alone in school. You may consider, "It's a waste of time for him to come to school now... Besides.. he's the true Useless Kid since he just wants to build his skill on O2Jam (An online DDR-concept-like game) and nothing else.
Occasionally you may see him speaking with a few people-or-two (Names will not be mentioned) about games and nothing more... But I've received an inside news from one of the guys that he spoke to (Names will also not be mentioned), and he told me that he didn't like this guy. Let's codename him Aki (For those who already know his codename, congratulations. For those who don't, I'm sorry.. I cannot reveal more than this) .

How do I view Aki's state right now? I'm not making rumours, nor any stories to make me look good. It's all a TRUE story. He comes to school as usual, hair .... looks ridiculous as ever to me, but that didn't bother me one bit.
But he's always ... nearly always the last person to come to class.
As mentioned earlier, he occasionally speaks to this few person about games, but when they changed their topic, he's nothing but a wandering ghost.

Reccess time, he wanders all over school exactly like a hungry ghost of the chinese festival, Hungry Ghost Festival . Just that day, my other friends, codename : Ron and ML came to school.
Ron a boy who has the tidiest hair in school, always a budle of joy when you don't get into his nerves, as usual.. sat next to me. Taking the place of where Aki will usually sit.
ML a boy who ... well deserves credit for being President of the Sound System (P.A) for 3(?) years. Sometimes hate being in the losing side but always reasonable and understandable.

ML chose a place to sit, after we entered our new classroom (We were ordered to move to another class so that we can 'donate' our class to the current exam-takers) which is located on the left hand side of where Ron is supposed to sit.
Of course I sat to Ron.

ML went out to take his literature exam and left his bag where he sat.
Aki came in later and removed ML's bag away from that seat so that he could sit there.... A.K.A nearer to me and Ron.

Problem is, there's many many many many more seats around us.. And many more near the usual gang he speaks to about games.
But in the end he chose the seat that is near me and Ron.

How do you view this?
Obviously he's desperate for friends right now. He lost all his friends through his attitude problem. (He dare say I have an attitude problem.. If I have an attitude problem.. Why do I not suffer from 'friend desperation'?

Me, Ron and ML ... we don't actually want to ignore him, rather we just don't want to be influenced by him.. We don't want to lose the friends we have right now by adapting his attitude.

Aki's attitude, let me list it down... Please do not doubt me for listing all his True attitude ... That was behind all his lies.

1) He thinks he's always right.. If there's any wrong, it'll be other than him
2) He's rude and likes taking advantage of his 'friendship' to you. Example : He uses the term 'friendship' to just obtain stuff he likes/wants from you. I lost my Social Studies Notebook and a copy of Metal Gear Solid Play Station game to him after falling for his.... 'Friendship card'
3) When he insist that you do something, you must do it. Example : I didn't want to learn the difference between Kanji and Simplified Chinese from him.. But he forced, yes Forced me that I must know...

Please... if you want to befriend this guy , Aki... Please be prepared to face all these attitude of his in the coming future. I've went through it and regretted...
Up till now... I'm still being scolded by my Social Studies teacher for not handing in my Notebook... How can I hand it in, if he already took it without returning it back?....


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