Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy
Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close
If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs
Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go
You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight
If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)
(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me
(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close
...I've always loved this song.
Well, I can sum up my day in one word: s**t.
I'll explain.
Woke up late, and didn't have the urge to go to school. Raymond had to go to school and drop off my essay. I'm sinking back into my old ways, and I don't care.
I am a cold hearted b***h that only gives a damn about herself, why? Well, from the looks of it no one else does. I have to care about myself, if I didn't I'd be dead. That or locked away, on my own.
I feel like crying right now too. Perhaps this is all happening because of that special time of the month that makes me feel all wonderful. /sarcasm. I need to go to a doctor soon, this feeling gets worse and worse each month. Who knows, I too might not be able to have children. I'd expect as much.
People always tell me "at least you can adopt" thats all fine and dandy, but I want my OWN family. What's more special than giving life and caring for it? The bond between biological children vs adopted is a tad stronger.
Eh, I'm dwelling on too depressing matters, which infact scare me to death.
Also, I know someone knows too much about me. I hate letting people know about me, IT ALWAYS COMES BACK IN MY FACE. I have to walk on eggshells just to please them. ******** blackmail. ********.
Yes. ********.
you're killing everything in me
*repeat*
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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
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