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*sigh* I'm here to rant. On the boards, I'm ignored. In real life, I'm made fun of. I really don't like my life. Yes, I've considered suicide. But I can't bring myself to do it because I know there's one person in my crappy life who needs me. I have to protect her, and commiting suicide or going to juvie won't do that. So I put up the smart-and-perfectly-happy-girl act at school and home and I force myself to live on. Frankly, I know that if I lose her, I'm going to lose my life.