Lying in the dark on a bed made of nails
pin pricking feelings climbing my spine
eyes shut so tight they may never reopen
tears passing my cheeks leaving long trails
Blood curdling screams erupt from my throat
fingertips digging into my calloused hands
throat so raw from the high pitched wailing
heartfelt apologies and prayers I have wrote
Coming to you my friends in my time of need
falling into this pit of anger and mistrust
this pain in my heart is overwhelming my dear
this emptiness inside is killing me with speed
You say that you want the powerful emotion anger
leg muscles clamping so tight together right now
nails pricking into my soft alabaster fleshy thigh
soft indents begin to form and leave me in danger
Opening my mouth to have a soft moan escape my lips
daring myself to let my body go numb on the inside
Teeth clamping down to hold in another long scream
Wishing that I didn't lose all of my loving friendships
Muscles begin to twitch in my jaw as I cry out
with lightening speed my eyes open in a flash
nails dig so deep into my palms as my back slips
Blood dripping from tiny little pores I blackout.
Summer Rayne
July 14, 2006
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