<3
(i killed the tax man but you went to his funeral)
there are holes in my jeans & holes in my heart. because of me & you. i thought it would last forever, but i was wrong. the only thing i had to use to talk to you is gone, my life put on hold. no, there was no death. suprised? so was i. but then again, life throws out suprises.
whats wrong with me? i can never keep you & yet i still want to. my arm is dealing with my punishment but its on the mends. how i wish to hold you in my arms but every time i go to do so, something is in my way. you said to forget it, but i wish to make amends. so what if i'm caught. i'd rather be with you than anyone else right now. the day may be long, but oh how the night is short & we must do the best we can with that time. how we use to tease each other, but now thats a thing of the past. the past seems better than the future the. but that hurts too much to think about. so i listen to my cds & wish for better days with or without you.
"haha" you may say, thinking that i could never survive without you. but i survived for a long time & can survive for a while longer. i wish not to & hope you come & save me once again.
<3
Smile! Smile!
you must smile!
put on the mask once again.
so the world doesn't know your pain.
(i killed the tax man but you went to his funeral)
there are holes in my jeans & holes in my heart. because of me & you. i thought it would last forever, but i was wrong. the only thing i had to use to talk to you is gone, my life put on hold. no, there was no death. suprised? so was i. but then again, life throws out suprises.
whats wrong with me? i can never keep you & yet i still want to. my arm is dealing with my punishment but its on the mends. how i wish to hold you in my arms but every time i go to do so, something is in my way. you said to forget it, but i wish to make amends. so what if i'm caught. i'd rather be with you than anyone else right now. the day may be long, but oh how the night is short & we must do the best we can with that time. how we use to tease each other, but now thats a thing of the past. the past seems better than the future the. but that hurts too much to think about. so i listen to my cds & wish for better days with or without you.
"haha" you may say, thinking that i could never survive without you. but i survived for a long time & can survive for a while longer. i wish not to & hope you come & save me once again.
<3
Smile! Smile!
you must smile!
put on the mask once again.
so the world doesn't know your pain.
