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your answer please 8-3-06
so you finally show yourself. how the times have changed. you use to act so differently. what happened? please let it be not me. if so, i wish to fix the problem. i wish to not be a burden. the thought of that makes me dizzy and unable to survive the day. i beg forgiveness. i will leave if necessary. i hope i don't have to. how i wish to see your smile, recieve a kiss, a hug. but for now you stand at a distance and say hello, as if i'm a stranger. is it something i can fix? i would like to see you as i sue to know, my beakon of light. of youth. the wonderful one i could spend the day with. doing nothing and feeling content. heaven knows whats on your mind. how many days will is still wonder why? why must it happen to us? shall i say goodbye and end this pain for us both? or shall i continue to be in the shadows of what is really going on? i hate that we are constantly bombarded. we must go. get away from this all. but will you follow? thats the question.
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