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I always have different plans in life. Different things I want to do and see.

Then I remember why I can't do them, and it brings me down a bit.


I wanted to go into space and see different things away from this world. But then I rememberd that Space Travel isn't like Futurama, instead its more like the Flintstones, minus the talking Dinosaurs.

I wanted to be a Singer, because I love music. But then I rememberd my fear of public performances, and the fact that my voice is completely off key. I have a good ear for music, just not a good voice.

I wanted to be an actor, to perform in movies and be famous. But then I rememberd the points above, and also the fact that Kiwiland isn't the greatest theatrical place.

I've wanted to end world hunger, save the whales, kick George Bush, meet the Queen and do many other things. Outlandish and dreaming is what I love.

But now all I really want is not fame and fortune. (Fortune would still be nice). What I truely want in the world is something I can't have for a while, and that is to like myself. Because one thing about me is I don't like myself, and that is a trouble that holds me back.