sigh...days these days arnt the best. but i'm sad for almost no reason to what i have been....there are so many things i could write of..the crowd laugh at a dieing crow, how fishers who find a shark- cut off all its fins and throw it back into the ocean to drown..how i suspect my sister watched a dog get run over, if only the owners where smart enough to tie it up. thats all it would have taken..or how i've cut my relationship in half by my best friend..purposely...or purhaps some of the other useless things that bother me..my sister..my x best friend...my dreams....and how some people seem to have a disregard for living beings...poor horse..sighh...if only i had the patients....siiigh..i wish i had someone to love...i envy my sister... ....i feel like..almost like..a brat...for saying that..i feel like i'm complaining...ohhh howww i wish...to be understould by another human being..i just cant seem to find another friend..to confide in...well anywho...i just finished three books...i sugest to any person actually listening to read the " warriors" book series. the best couple of books i have ever read..by erin hunter..the first book is called into the wild. and last night i had a dream...my family..now that i think of it my sister wasnt there..had desided to go to this HUUUGGEEE theater..it was like...a loong rectangle building...and this gigantic dome on top...like on..final fantasy 10 2. except not. so we were going there in our suv kinda thing and we stopped to get me some better clothes..this place was real fancy. so i went in bought some adorable clothes and when i came out...they were gone..i looked around and didnt see anyone...the setting was like california..sanfransisco..so i began to panic..i guessed they had went into the theater so i was about to go across the street ( yes this was the corner of a shopping area and the streets were car-if-ied.) when this guy drives up in his suped up ferari and stops at the stop light, it was a three way intersection. and he looks over at me, i was waiting for the little walky sign to glow so i could go across, when he whistles at me! i was like whatever and when the thingy went on i went across...the gigantic theater. i went in, and went up to the guy at the cash register. this place was the kinda place you wear a formal dress or suit to. the guy was a classic butler with his black hair all sleeked back and on his right arm was a towelly thing...and he had a red tie and a black suit. and he's all like..do you have a reservation? and i was startled..of course not! i was like..uhh( the setting here is a restrant, yes this place also has a restrant) no so he was like * bli-ink* and i was like er...i'm with my parents but i cant find em...and he was being very difficult. i wasnt asking him to let me in, i just wanted to wait at the entrance! but noo~...so anywho..thats just about how the dream ended..very odd but to tell you the truth its all very easy to uncode...and bout the guy who whistled at me......a guy whistled at me today..me and my friend..we were walking down the street and this guy and his friends ( girls included ) were all talking...and we walked by they're drive way and this blond guy whistled at us..@_@ i got the feeling that he was whistling more at my friend than at me. anywho..its undoubtful to me that that was anybit unrelated to my dream. by the way the guy and his friends were driving this real suped up truck and something real fancy...exept the fancy car was yellow instead of black or red. whatever.
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