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Today was just boring, aggravating and I just lost it. Made my dinner, heated up a bowl of pasta with cheese, all for it to drop on the damn floor. I just LOST IT

I’m tired of hearing people’s success stories for the same thing I do. I’m an online seller. I go months without a sale, yet I have to hear about how my mom’s son is SOOO freaking successful that he is able to go on vacation over seas. I am not sure if he even has a full time job because I never hear about that.
I’m tired of people expecting me to just GIVE them the items. Sellers like ME, we have to pay FEEs, pay for envelopes, bubble wrap. ETC. Those commercials for poshmark, they are deceiving. VERY DECEIVING. AS I just said, people go months without a sale…at least I do.

I’m tired of seeing/hearing people who are ungrateful, people who scam others and point fingers get EVERYTHING. Tired of hearing lies from people who think we’re all just stupid and believe what they say, instead of looking at the evidence.
Tired of coming in last to other people…

Tired of hearing how people are doing great when I’m in a bad place. Yes I admit it. I always had “Hope” I hoped High School was better than elementary school, (it wasn’t). I hoped that college was better than high school (It wasn’t…by far).
I’m tired of TODAY’s teenagers thinking they MATURE adults when their actions are proof they are not.

I’m tired of people always taking the other person’s side and that I’m ALWAYS wrong, or the bad guy. I’ve heard “Oh you were right all along” way too many times. Believe me, I’m not always right, but majority of the time and situations, I am.

I’m not one to toot my own horn when I do something small like people need to do. I would like to be acknowledged sometimes, like everyone wants. I’m tired of being passed over, for everything. People are hiring yet are very PICKY….hoping that someone BETTER comes along.