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I wish you were both here
so I could hold
the two of you
in my arms
and tell you how much
I love and miss you both.
Even though I never
got to see either
of you or hold you
in my arms, you both
meant the world to me.
I miss you even more everyday .
I lie awake every night
and wander what
you might have
looked like,
Did you have my eyes?
Your fathers smile?
How tall you would be by now?
Today would be both
of your birthdays 3-16-06
BABY BOY you would be 5 today
and my Little Girl you would be 2 today
I would have given my own life
if that would have given you a chance to survived.
The pain will never go away
but your memory will stay with me
the rest of my life .